Saturday, December 27, 2008

in my previous post, i mentioned that i have big dreams. really big.
i shall tell you about some.

1.) my utmost dream is to open up a cupcake shop. yknow, like those donut shops, just that i sell cupcakes? i know it's very hard because making cupcakes aren't as easy as making donuts. but since noone has attempted it yet, why shouldnt i? if possible, i wanna open a chain of stores by the time i turn 25. i know this dream is very bigggg. maybe me and raihan can go into a partnership? HAHA. and come on, who actually doesn't like cupcakes?!

2.) i wanna form a dance group. and make ourselves known in a span of five years. (it's not easy, you know.) yknow, those kind of hip hop groups. but not too hip-hop-ish. street dance maybe? some people have voiced out their interest in this and if we really want it, i believe that WE CAN DO IT!! though i am very much aware of the many problems that we will face obviously. like time, venue, commitment etc etc

3.) when i get married, i wanna travel to different countries and adopt orphans from those different countries (: i hope my future husband will allow (HEH) but of course i'll have a couple of my own kids too. (for now that is, i am more afraid of the prospect of staying in the hospital than the giving birth part itself. i hate hospitals D: and all those creepy...stuff. i mean, people actually DIE there yknow. and not like hospitals are protected, in religious terms.)
so anw, yeahh, i like the thought of having a multi-racial family. extremely coooooooooooooool.
but i hope the process wouldn't be too hard. i mean, i have read in manymany books bout such cases where lots of problems arise (though i'm not certain whether all those info are facts or just fiction)

okay, thats my top three for now :D
i seriously have manymanymany moreeeee.

Labels: big dreams, dreams?

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

pbmc today was kinda good (:
watched dikir and played the gong&canang :D

anw, i have been wondering lately about my dreams.
or any other person's dreams actually.
i really dont get it till now, what exactly are dreams?

i am probably quite known among my friends now for having weird, tacky dreams very very often.
but my dreams do vary actually.
i dream of weird dramatic stuff, but i also do dream of sweeter things.
and from my dreams, its kinda hard to tell.
are dreams showing us about reality or fantasy?
are dreams showing us our desires or our needs?
are dreams showing us about our insecurities or merely a warning to us?
will dreams really not come true if you tell ppl about them? ):

so anw, after observing the trend of my dreams lately, i realise that my dreams have got to do with my everyday life. and ppl involved in my life. which kinda explains why most of the time, my good friends are in my dreams tgt with me.
and i'll also dream of stuff, like lets say,
i go online at night and talk to you online/sms you,
or even go to your blog/facebook/friendster,
there's probably a chance that you'll appear in my dream.
OHH what you write on your blog/say to me online does play a big part in what my dreams are about.

ok, haha i seem to be rattling rubbish. but i still dont get it why i have so many dreams. and the weird thing is that, i can rmb extremely clearly every single detail for like, 80% of my dreams.

-hanisah

Labels: dreams?