Wednesday, January 6, 2010

one thing that i'm really thankful for is the fact that i've been taking lit ever since i got introduced to the subject in sec1 and have had wonderful teachers all along.
it's such a beautiful subject to study, and the best thing is, it doesnt confine you. you're open to different perspectives, you get to voice out your opinion based on how you see it, you get to put yourself in other ppl's shoes etc etc...you get what i mean.
i gotta admit, it made me more mature in different aspects.
but what i'm more thankful for is that just coincidentally, we're doing women in literature now, like we did back then in crescent.
i'm not exactly a hardcore feminist but i can never stand it when women are supposedly deemed as the 'weaker' sex.
in fact, im totally for equality and justice that every bit of inequality or injustice is enough to make me flare up. but thats beside the point.
i hate hate hate how women are confined to all these seriously stupid expectations. (religion aside. although i'm making myself seriously convinced that its for our own good.)

anw i kinda have my resolutions! like yeah, whats new right?
but i have some rly serious issues that i'm gonna handle and accomplish. so its not rly a resolution i guess. but wtv.

'resolutions':

1.) Hanisah'sOperationBeautiful
this is NOT like the original Operation Beautiful. this came out of a sudden sometime this week. cause i just realised how tired i am of being ugly. i dont consider myself someone with low self esteem but lately, i just feel super ugly from head to toe and i hate that feeling.
i shall cleanse myself on the inside too. be beautiful on the inside and outside (Y) not easy and a long way to go man hahah

2.) do NOT be judgemental and refrain from bitching at all. in any forms.
ok this is kinda like a joint resolution with G cause we realised that we're judgemental. :/
not allowed to call anyone weird. although OMG its the hardest thing to do. hahaha. weird has become an essential word in my dictionary.

3.) INVEST INVEST INVEST
as much as i can in whatever way possible. main priority goes to resolution no.1 and CASH. like, invest my money in stuff...although i've srsly no idea how to go about doing it yet.

things that i need/want to do by the end of the year:

1.) s3 07/08 class gathering! :D
omgggg yes! everyone's everywhere so its gonna be real hard to gather everyone. with the A's this yr, ppl in poly having diff schedules, overseas etc. but yeah man, gonna do it!

2.) day trip with Sayangs to Malaysia!
ok, this seems realistic provided that one of our parents follow (maybe raihan's or mine?) there's too much good and cheap food in malaysia man. shopping and movie marathon!

3.) get a violinnnnn yay :)
my mum has always supported the idea of us learning violin and this is (Y). ever since i've come to adore (adore, in a formal way. if there's such a thing) the vj dude who actually made me melt with his playing, i'm psyched to actually start learning how to play it!

4.) get myself in shape for dance classeS :P
this is kind of a follow up from resolution no1. i've shortlisted a number of classes which seem interesting.
1.) Jazz ballet/lyrical jazz/latin jazz


(how cute right!!)
2.) BODY MOVEMENT. this seems very interesting!


3.) hiphop grrl. HEHE.
4.) partner salsa/ladies salsa
5.).....POLE DANCING. HAHHAHAHA!



is that cool or what? and yes, contrary to popular belief, pole dancing is NOT a seductive dance. its so....beautiful!



haha. so yeah, time to lose weight and srsly gain an awesome and nice tummy (with abs) and build up on those leg muscles. YEAHH MAN.