Tuesday, August 4, 2009

my cough's getting worse and its rly irritating.
although this makes a good reason for me not to eat, or at the very most, just consume fruits.
it doesnt help either that this physical and emotional drain is weighing me down.
i think i just wasted the past 45 mins barely doing anything cause...im just too tired to think.
ms k commented in my journal, when i complained bout last week of how i fell asleep early almost everyday and only completed my work, without even doing any revision. and she said that its because my body is trying to tell me smth.
tired, yes, i know that. but it doesnt work because the more i sleep, the more tired i will feel the next day. the irony? and i srsly cant emphasize more on how much i hate my dreams, or just plain dreaming in my sleep in the first place. like just now during break. i slept for 15 mins but i dreamt of the usual crap and it felt like i barely got any sleep. sucks ttm, yknow.
my hair's falling out at a disastrous rate right now and i think im gonna grow bald soon.
again, its proven that i blog more when im stressed D:

sometimes, its just so tempting to escape when everything turns upside down.

i wanna be like you. i dont fancy you, i just admire you.
please, please dont take it the wrong way. its haunting sometimes.