Sunday, July 12, 2009

my heart's definitely not here anymore.
i realised that since hours ago.
which explains why im literally giving up on everything there is to give up on. (for now.)
my room's in a total mess.
four hours ago, i was sent packing.
three hours ago, i was stopped from packing cause being fickle-minded, they cant decide what to do.
two hours ago, i realised how horrible i can be.
two hours ago also, i only started on my work.
one hour ago, i got over the fact.
now, im feeling all shitty again and honestly wished i had been sent away instead.
now, i dont know why im in this state.

there's no more room for anything, anything.
some people, should just be thankful for what they have.
human beings are such fools. we always brood over what we do not have and yet, fail to be thankful for what we already have.

like i mentioned earlier, my heart's just not here anymore.
who cares if i put on this facade
who cares if i like you so bloody much
who cares if i care about anything at all.