Sunday, January 11, 2009

i'm feeling rather off today and i dont know why, but i just know that it is not because of the fact that Rs are gonna be released tmr. that itself, is another whole different story.

what sab said yest made my cry (yes i admit this) because i dont wanna face reality that soon. i have to admit that her words are true and that nothing's gonna happen, because the ball is in her court now.
shitty things happen all the time and i know eventually, people will move on.
but i have a hunch that this one will take a very long timeeeeeee and will definitely not be as easy.

my phone/line is so kental. lately i get half of my messages like, hours after they are sent. which is bullshit. i totally hate it when there's a communication breakdown. because i communicate a lot through smses.
i like my time/day to be planned out properly. (even though sometimes, or a lot of times, i dont exactly follow them.)
but still, it makes me feel good. not having a proper plan irritates me.