Tuesday, December 16, 2008

a friend commented that i dont usually change my nick and pm often.

HAHA i used to be like everyone though, changing my nicks to the lyrics of my fav songs and stuff. but i guess its rather pointless now cause it kinda takes away your identity (or smth. i dont know how to put it.)

S's my strength. doesnt mean that just because something big happened, S stops being my strength? rubbish. hope you read this, cause you still do give me my strength. (:

the black&white bands...shall still be a secret till now :D (l.a.m.e. but i like it that way ;) )

sighsigh i miss those days, i miss those days.

haha i'm babbling rubbish now (if you're slowfast enough to realise)

since at my LJ i have to write about what makes me happy each day for eight days, i shall do the opposite here.

what made me sad today:
i am NOT allowed to eat chocolates, nuts, red meat, seafood (except fish), any hard food D: (might as well i just dont eat right. GRRRR) for the meantime though. for different reasons. nothing to do with dieting. (ok fine, i'm only allowed a minimal amount. but if i really want to ensure everything goes well, i might as well not. SIGHHHHHHHS.)

oh, my father's side has a GRAND history of diabetes and kidney failure cases, smth that kinda runs in the blood. so there's a probability that I, Nur Hanisah, could get them too. sighhh. another thing to be sad about.




i wanna go backkkkk. the weekend there was great and kinda put my mind off things. the moment i went back home, i started having weird weird thoughts agn :/